Fighter Girl

I wish i could just turn my back on the world. Im done with forcing myself to be happy.

Origin of intelligence and mental illness linked to ancient genetic accident | e! Science News

wildcat2030:

Scientists have discovered for the first time how humans — and other mammals — have evolved to have intelligence. Researchers have identified the moment in history when the genes that enabled us to think and reason evolved. This point 500 million years ago provided our ability to learn complex skills, analyse situations and have flexibility in the way in which we think. Professor Seth Grant, of the University of Edinburgh, who led the research, said: “One of the greatest scientific problems is to explain how intelligence and complex behaviours arose during evolution.” The research, which is detailed in two papers in Nature Neuroscience, also shows a direct link between the evolution of behaviour and the origins of brain diseases. Scientists believe that the same genes that improved our mental capacity are also responsible for a number of brain disorders. “This ground breaking work has implications for how we understand the emergence of psychiatric disorders and will offer new avenues for the development of new treatments,” said John Williams, Head of Neuroscience and Mental Health at the Wellcome Trust, one of the study funders.

I had an opiphany..if thats how you spell it. I push them all away. There is no love in my life bc love changed its meaning. My hearts unmended, lacking someone who understands.

Today = another good reason why my exsistance is worthless.